Meant To Be

now adays I just let my ipod run my life. speaking and thinking by the titles it plays...because you are my sleeping beauty! You're all that I have--gack sorry.

I'm so bored! sitting the cafeteria from 10-3...with nothing to do. They won't allow me up in the animation lab anymore. I didn't bring my wacom. I can't go home because when I get there I supposed to either help my grandparents move or do my homework. gee I could do my homework right here and now... but no I'd rather paint in PaintMS with a mouse... blahhh!

NOes

crapp...I broke my scanner while moving my office around. At least I think it's broken, I'm having one of those 'technical errors' where it won't turn on. ...yes. It is plugged in.

ze neu method of 'cope'

hurray, the process that is keyframing. I haven't animated anything in years! I was so happy with working again that I whipped up this little greyscale-lighting piece with one of the pencil test sketches. dumm dee dee dee... okay now I must sleep...

MAgnets

oh mahn! I'm totallilly lit! hey this is like my first 'under influence' pic in a long time. now now, I'm not into that sort of thing. It has just been a crappy day, and I needed to vent a little. oh it feels good but not fulfilling. I wish I could afford therapy I feel as if its this game show where you can win a prize if you can prove by their standards that you're totally sane and a humble part of the worlds society. oh well I'll just have to keep imagining...my life sucks otherwise. cept for you Chris! aw I love ya babe! *hic

Someone please take me to see Royal Finger Bowl! please?

April...when bad-s*#@ happens!

Never the less, I'm resistant to my selfpitying woes. Its damn impossible to guess ones worth to others by directly asking them, haha. Afterall, if you find out something you don't like about yourself are you going to change? gahh who wants to be trendy! >_<>

who's bored...Ashley is.

Muwahh I can't stand the 'bitchez' in the cafeteria at the noon shift. You're all so loud! I just got over one of those psychadelic migraines and now this? speaking of migraines... they're not like headaches at all. They're more like non-fatal strokes. Recently I have the usual symptoms of total blindess, nauseau, the crushing pain, and almost the mind bending illusions that my body is contorting itself but lately I've been going completely numb in my left arm and tongue. yikes.

Acem sketchy sketchy storyboardnessnessness

you'll get to that part soon enough...