lacking there of

I miss my computer, but above all I miss my health. Looks like I've concocted the flu, so early in the season too. I wish I was never sick. They should just strap me in a plastic bubble if that were any help. :( so all my art is going putzy and I'm doing nothing but MS paintings. darnit, I was doing so good for so long and then PUHHHh! oh well, just a minor setback!

I Quit Art

Is that even possible? art...no no drawing is just something I do...so much that it becomes part of me. I just need to find a way to pay the bills so I can keep making these sketches. oh how am I going to do that...HOW... *whine whine whimper whimper etc.* *barf*

ballz mcgee!

School is starting up again, I only had a measley week or so off because I was at summer school. Oh well, at least this is the last semester. Already I want to start another program because I'll be able to transfer my reqs and finish up twice as fast by continuing school. BUT I DON'T HAVE THE MON'AY!!!

There's so much crapp I need to update, like my computer for one. I've never actually owned my own, just a lot of burnt out hand-me downs. I'm grateful but I can't believe I'm trying to do the kind of artwork I want to do on them. I don't know how I survived coloring with a mouse in photoshop 5.0 all those years...worse yet 3.0!!! I'm going to have to start doing comissions just so I can afford to buy paper.

It's all going to come down at once... post webcomic, update portfolio site, open commissions, etc. ect. but I am so many miles, transportaionless, and several days from possible contact, away from the tools to do it... *hangs head in despair*.

Earth, is a beautiful place now

art is so frustrat'n!!!

teh killering litz

summer school forces me to appreciate the weekends so now it looks like I'm revisiting Mayu no Densetsu... That project has just spread itself wide open to a total reconstructive design. Mahou Shoujo or not it could be EeEEeeeevil. muwahahahahahahaaaaa. phbbb and here I only post the crappiest of todays trash pile. whoo!

that funny feeling, again

its been a long while...and I just gotta say "argh!"

Meant To Be

now adays I just let my ipod run my life. speaking and thinking by the titles it plays...because you are my sleeping beauty! You're all that I have--gack sorry.

I'm so bored! sitting the cafeteria from 10-3...with nothing to do. They won't allow me up in the animation lab anymore. I didn't bring my wacom. I can't go home because when I get there I supposed to either help my grandparents move or do my homework. gee I could do my homework right here and now... but no I'd rather paint in PaintMS with a mouse... blahhh!